Wednesday, May 16, 2007

A Step Back in Time

I feel that I am stepping back in time. Motherly fears, helplessness, wishing to be woke up (again) from a terrible nightmare. Sometimes I think that maybe I was in a really bad car accident and in a coma having the worst nightmare a mother can have. I seem to find comfort in this, as if it were the case, my two sons would both be OK and just waiting for me to come to. I would take that over all of this. I am sorry to say that Myles has stopped going to school. I feel that there is too much going on right now as physical healing is so tied to mental health. Stress seems to really take a toll on Myles' wounds and they seem to be coming back again. There doesn't seem to be any medication for our mental pain. We are trying our best to keep our heads up but we all seem to be so tired and weak. God's will, we will get through this. At least we have each other right now, all in the same boat, waiting to get to the shore.
With love,
Sherry

2 comments:

Cecelia said...

Sherry, Myles, and Aaron,
I wish I could take this heartship away from you all. I know all I can do is pray and this is what I will do.
If there is anything I can do for you, please let me know.

All my prays and thoughts are with you all.
Love
Cecelia

Anonymous said...

Sorry to upset the tone of your site, but it BURNS ME WITH RAGE that the high & mighty "Canyon County Prosecutor's office" sees it fit to draw you into its legal cesspool. Haven't you suffered enough through a horrible family tragedy? Do they call their loathsome behavior the pursuit of justice??? Or do they see you as wards of the state???

YOU ARE THE CITIZEN, and the GOVERNMENT'S job is TO PROTECT YOUR LIFE, LIBERTY, AND PROPERTY. WHAT THE HELL BUSINESS DO THEY HAVE IMPOSING THEMSELVES ON YOU WHEN NO MALA IN SE CRIME WAS COMMITTED??? It's an example of the contempt those "public servants" have for us--THEIR MASTERS. In fact THEY are what's wrong with America today. They are leeches on society with their commercial/admiralty courts and presumed jurisdiction over any and everything, and everyone. They waste your time and they will take your liberty under the color of law for some imagined fantasy offense against the State. The mafia never had it so good. Even if you win, you loose (your money) TO THEM in attorney fees. IT IS LEGAL THEFT. MY GOD WHY THE HELL DON'T PEOPLE WAKE UP!!! WHERE'S THE PUBLIC OUTRAGE!!!