Yeah

Some people spend their whole lives trying to recover from decisions that they have made. Cocaine, heroine, crack.........let's have fun. Myles didn't chose to "have fun" like that. I am so friggin mad right now that he went to the hospital to take care of a genetically given disease. They eased his pain and now he is in more pain from the withdrawal. We have internet technology, put men on the moon, but we can't give our children that are suffering in pain a pain med that hurts them more than the initial pain? He is on the chemo ward and he is the only one with hair. The little ones think that he is so cool for having hair

Stuff

Need to ponder at a later date:
Was I meant to be born into my fathers pain and to die watching my son's pain?

Should I have so much sorrow and compassion for God that he has to watch his "children" of this earth go through so much? Disease, murder, famine,rape.....I just know how I feel with just my two boys.....can't imagine his pain if we are ALL children of his. We all pray to God for favors....maybe we should pray for His strength.