Excitement?

Excitement, what a strange feeling for me. I really can't remember the last time that I was excited about something. Pretty much the last two years have been fear, anxiety, and dread. I have had to prepare myself for so many sad and scary situations over and over again. I AM SOOOOO EXCITED right now for Myles. We will find out today if he has made Varsity Golf! No one can remember the last time a freshman qualified for Varsity. That in itself is amazing but what is even more unbelievable is what Myles has had to do to get there. I can still hear in the back of my head when they couldn't find a pulse in buggies arm "He might lose his arm" the doctor said. Completely recreating his hands with graphs, torturing physical therapy to avoid cantractions in his fingers, wrist, and elbows, hemophilia bleeds in his elbows which caused loss of range of motion. Holy cow!!!!!!!!! And here he is qualifying for VARSITY! This last week has been so memorable for me as buggies and I had fun. Fun is not something I have been able to do with my son in a long time. It's usually: Myles you need your shots, do your homework, keep ice on that, don't do this, don't do that. I AM SO EXCITED!!!! God I love my son. He deserves something great, for enduring, striving (physically and emotionally) and always being so accepting for all that this life has given him. Not to many people could even comprehend the pain you have been through in the last two years to get where you are today. I'm so proud, I want to tell the world................You go bugs!